Cant be fucked
Trying to study but I can’t. I’d rather think about my old friends and how much I miss high school. I wish I could go back in time and change who I am. All I’ve ever known is burning bridges with almost everyone. It’s not easy to open up to people and if I do, you must be someone special. Sadly, I cant find those qualities that make people special anymore. I feel fear when people approach me. I feel cold when someone I barely know tries to hug me. Its gotten to a stage where it almost gives me an episode and makes me want to run away into the crowd.
I’m sorry. I’ve changed. And its for the better.